Fuck this shit…

Ughh sorry for the topic. But geezz I couldnt be more over it sometimes. Between what the world is coming to and just my life all mixed in one. Do u ever just to get a point of fuck it. Fuck my job , my family , my spouse just everything. I am so lucky

Back at it again..

Hello everyone.. back to it again its been a minute. Had alot going on like im sure the rest of you have these days. OKay well I am going to just jump right into it. Havent been doing alot of what I use to do including writing in this blog. Which in some weird way

Still got my mojo :)

Afternoon everyone. If you read my blog from yesterday you can tell I was feeling some kind of way. In a good way. It still has followed thru to today. My anxiety is getting better and better again. Its only been a week since my epic peace out from my job but I just feel

Another day another view…

Good afternoon all… Well today I wont be boring you with my pity party. Woke up today in just a different mood and mindset. Maybe I didnt make the smartest decision about my job and other decisions. But at the end of the day I just want more outta my life. And I just gotta

WTF have I done…

Morning to all.. Yea the topic of this blog probably still wont be what I intended on it being from the very beginning. If you have read my previous blog so much has changed. Quitting my job relationship struggles and getting older.. Yikes now that I type it out like that maybe that WTF have

Its been awhile..

Good morning everyone. Geezzz its been so long since I have been on here. Between the holidays my son graduating from the marine corps its been pretty hectic around here . Well my anxiety is back stronger than ever. Not really sure why. Felt like I had such a hold on it and boom outta

COVID….

Fuck this

That moment…

Good morning everyone… hope everyone had a great weekend. Well today I am gonna talk about that one big moment in my life when I realized my life wasnt my life at all. That anxiety had officially taken over every aspect in my life. Everything I did or wanted to do I had my anxiety

Anxiety and this COVID yikes!!!!

Ughh.. I am about over this covid shit. As person with anxiety and dealing with this for the past 6 months has drove me bat shit crazy. Hell even a person without anxiety I am sure its driving them crazy. As a person who works in the restaurant business and dealing with this has been

I love my friends/family but….

Hi there everyone. Going thru anxiety and people close to you trying to understand is very complicated. They mean well but they really dont get it. And going thru it and trying to explain it is very difficult well for me it is. When I finally started to open up about my anxiety and how